call it some form of fate?
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iron_and_silverdamnit.
i didnt go. why?
1)at 7ish it was raining so hard. we were in the middle of a severe thunderstorm. i decided to take a short nap.
2)woke up at 9. then my mother proceeds to lecture me on how much she didnt want me to go. Saying "99.9% of the people want to go to war. how can u protest?"
She can't understand how I can go against the grain. She can't understand how I can stand up for my beliefs. She can't understand how I can not care what people think of me, when she relys so heavily on other people for her own validation.
She can't understand how awful and misplaced I feel because I did not obey my soul.
My soul will not go unsatisfied for long.
i didnt go. why?
1)at 7ish it was raining so hard. we were in the middle of a severe thunderstorm. i decided to take a short nap.
2)woke up at 9. then my mother proceeds to lecture me on how much she didnt want me to go. Saying "99.9% of the people want to go to war. how can u protest?"
She can't understand how I can go against the grain. She can't understand how I can stand up for my beliefs. She can't understand how I can not care what people think of me, when she relys so heavily on other people for her own validation.
She can't understand how awful and misplaced I feel because I did not obey my soul.
My soul will not go unsatisfied for long.
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