trouble

[iron_and_silver]

didnt sleep well last night.

i tossed and turned so much, my bed sheets came off on all 4 corners.

woke up not really rested but not tired.

had a good class. but jd was somewot of an ass. kept bugging me to put my bookbag and purse under my seat.

then went to my next building and ate popcorn for lunch. tried to read the story assigned but it was to slow and i napped from 11:30-12:10pm.

class was allright. didnt talk except when the idiot girl said she can't enjoy books or stories unless shes experienced whats being described. good god.

me: well..in response to your statment,(looks at her)i would have to say that ive only been in a boat once but i loved stephen craines open boat. but ive been camping once but i didnt like faulkers "the bear." but isnt the purpose the books is to be able to experience things you never have through the words and images?

(prof. smiles and nods his head)

the girl didnt like it.

i dont mind being different. i thrive on it.

i was telling my coworker that i sign the "f" in "febe" backwards for my signature and she said:

(laughs) you work hard to be different huh febe?

me: hey. why not. being different is cool

well after short story class, i talked to my prof. about my paper. and he said i could redo it. yay.

didnt see the little asian dude.

once i got back into town, i drove straight to best buy. bought the new incubus cd. oh HELL YEAH!:-)

then came home and did nothing really.

and im weirding people out. im just in a quiet mode. thats the downside of being so lively..

people don't know how to take you when you are sullen and feel like being a wallflower..
they think something is wrong with you..when in reality, you just feel like crawling inside someone..away from strangers..

Comments

[syrhius.livejournal.com]

I've longed to crawl inside someone before.. somewhere safe, and warm, and quiet... I don't think you work hard at being different, I think you just ARE different. =Þ Oh, and on that comment you made in class to that girl: ¤highfive¤ You're the butter on my toast!!~!

[iron_and_silver]

omg! could you BE any more adorable? lol. i think u could try but you would not be successful. cuz then you wouldn't be real..you would turn into the most adorable toy bear ever!
oh! and the lryics, "crawl inside you, away from strangers.." is one of my FAV lryics from the bush song, "straight no chaser." off their razorblade suitcase cd:-)

ive always been different..i used to try soo hard not to be..but then once i embraced my hippieness, i just stopped trying so hard.

lol AND THAT GIRL IS SUCH AN IDIOT! shes so stupid and her stupidity always annoys me.

Different is FABULOUS~!

[syrhius.livejournal.com]

¤LoL¤ Sounded to me like she was trying too hard to impress the teacher, and just made an ass of herself. =Þ I think I'll have to download that Bush song when I get home. Then I'll listen to it while I finish proofreading. =Þ

Re: Different is FABULOUS~!

[iron_and_silver]

aww. do u know much of a doll you are?:-)

[syrhius.livejournal.com]

Let's just cross our fingers and hope I'm not one of those evil scary porcelain dolls people always talk about and make movies about. =Þ