bleed american

[iron_and_silver]

prolly not the best title right now but i love this song by jimmy eat world.

yesterday was interesting. im settling into my slackerness and i can't do that. didnt leave the house til 7:30am. got there at 8:30am. didnt find a space til 9:20. and it takes 12-15min to get to my first class. i was late but my class hadn't started yet so yay. i was sweating and out of breath from almost running to class with my purse and heavy backpack.

soon as i walked in, JD was off talking to me. telling me about his wednesday. (giggles) i love that. he's comfortable enough to talk to me w/o reserve.

We of course talked through most of class, wrote notes to each other and i joked about him being skippy's(his nickname for the kinda nerdy student aide to the prof.)bitch. he found it funny.

but

i forgot how musically cultured i am sometimes. my prof. played a song by bessie smith, (a GREAT and one of my FAV early blues singers. elvis ripped off HER song, houndog) and i told JD who she was. and his response was a

"so wot?"
me: "dude. its bessie. psh. u just arent cultured enough."
him: "wotever."

grr. oh yeah and POD and new found glory are all that awesome. and slipnot? PLEASE! sheesh grr.

well. other than that it was cool. short story was cool except that when i made a comment, right as i started it, my mind went blank and i sounded like an idiot. everyone was staring at me. then almost a min.later i remembered wot i was going to say. i hate speaking in class.

I then came home and called my fav donald bean on his cell and we had a cool conversation. i adore him:-) then slept from 4:15-8 something?

then later my friend brian came on and we exchanged "miss you's" and he said he wanted me to call him on sunday. yay. i completely adore him.

hey donald, yeah thats one of those backups i was reffering too. haha. but the creepy thing is, his name is brian too.

But MY brian came on for like 5 seconds then left. (sigh) i wish things would suddenly improve with him. i feel so helpless.

But today has been good. I have to leave to go to work in 15min. but im already showered. just gotta put on some work type clothes.

oh! when i went to pick up my check today at work, my friend/coworker Liz, told me she brought a pic of johnny depp to work that she got from the paper. eep! she said it was to keep me and her company. (giggles) that's so sweet of her. i giggled and almost started jumping up and down lol. man shes so cool.

I had some yummy charlie's chicken for lunch. mm. with a dr.pepper. yummy.

Well off to Marshall's I go.