feels like a waking limb

[iron_and_silver]

Well i woke up still feeling disgusted.
i walked around and eventually went back into my bed and layed there listening to the radio broadcast. but around noon, i couldnt do it anymore. I hate moping and hiding from the world. So i got up, came online, and tried to stay away from all the coverage.

Then i read an article evan posted. In the article, the guy wrote about playing golf. At first, i was shocked but then it clicked. He wasnt giving into terrorism. He was going on with his life.

So that is wot i figured. I refuse to moap and be depressed. Life goes on and so will I. Of course, its horrible but I will no longer hide. I refuse to give into the terror that was the entire reason for all the madness yesterday. I am going to do other things, go to the doctor so i can rid of this cold. For i can feel it is getting worse. I hate being sick and being in limbo about life.

I know brian is fine. He is in delware. It was too early for him to be out celebrating. If he was out drinking the night before, no way in hell he would have been up by 9 am.

Yesterday was his 21st bd.

I will go out and buy that purse i want at my work. its from a company called "Hobo International." hehe. i dig that..its so cool.

Anyway, i'm off, back into my brave new world.