Am Nachmittag

[iron_and_silver]

not reallly. its still morning but in deutschland, it is Nachmittag.

(afternoon..)

blah. even on the german radio station..i cant escape fucking puddle of mud.

blah.

took german final today. it was allright. i think im gonna get an A. or at the very least a high B.

http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=astrology&itemid=147389#cutid1

ARIES
The man who attracts you is brash and bold, daring and direct, and has a sense of adventure. You may be drawn to "macho" types or men in uniform. You seek competition and challenges... so you like men who are "hard to get".


hehe thats very true for me..


sometimes i feel girly. so yesterday i bought 3 bottles of nail polish. hot pink, electric blue and a very strange color. it looks like ambrosia.

oh. i also got "good daughter" points yesterday. haha. took my mom to get her eyes dialated. and got her a card cuz she was scared:-)

meine lieblingsfarbe ist rosa und blau. lol. my 2 fav colors right now are hot pink and electric blue.

i have hot pink on my fingernails right now. woo.

im thinking of dying my hair back to black. dunno.

sometimes i feel like a chamelion.

there are times where no one knows everything about me.

but, there is at least one person who seems to always know everything..mickel. haha.

its not like i like to keep things from people, its just sometimes i forget to tell people. and then yeah, i dont like to tell everyone everything. id just rather tell certain people.

i really hide in my own head sometimes.

im horrible at explaining things.

i come off sounding vague and confusing.

it can be even worse when im discussing how i feel.

my mother just called me grace kelly:-) awww. she said i have my fathers coolness and her sweetness.

awww i feel all special now.

im seriously concidering minoring in german and getting a job as a translater or some sort. maybe for the state or something. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

i would love to speak german for a living. and it can give me money to write as well.

i should be a senior by this time next year if everything goes correctly.

wow. senior in college. this is the same girl that didnt want to go to college.

my senior year, i told my best friend i wasnt going to college and was going to write. she told me i should at least try one semester and see how i like it.

and i feel bad because shes now way behind with college. but hey. she'll make it.

the college years affect everything. it's where we make all our decisions. some of them more life changing then others.

wow. this is turning into a deeper entry.

i just feel contemplative today.

i cant wait for tonight.

Comments

[voicelessloud.livejournal.com]

texas has a large german population, several towns were founded by them. stephen f. austin brought most here. i took a class called 'texas germans.'

[iron_and_silver]

yeah people dont realize that.

Re:

[voicelessloud.livejournal.com]

yup.
but it is true. but they read about how great texas was and when they got here they were pissed. i had to read a boring book and an awful play.

[sogentlywego.livejournal.com]

Why don't you major in both English and German? It seems like you're very passionate in both subjects. But that would take a few more years of college for you, and I bet you'd like to get school over and done with, right?

I was thinking of dying my hair back to black, too. Once you go black, you'll never want to go back.