ok wow

[iron_and_silver]

WARNING: this post may contain woman topics. which may not be appropriate for the male species. proceed with caution!

ok. so this morning i woke up at 5am with the most intense pain. i got up. and realized it was cramps. and boy! was my period heavy! shit. i tried to go back to sleep but it hurt soo bad. i outgrew my cramps in 9th grade. but they were so bad in middle school..

so i cried and my mom heard me, and told me to come sleep with her in her bed. aww. knowing my mom was next to me, helped me get to sleep. and the pain eventually went away. i love her.

then i was awoken with a phone call at 9:45am. it was my work wondering where i was. Hmm..lets see. i left 2 notes, and talked with 3 managers. hmm..

then he claimed that i agreed to work on saturday. fuck no. he said leave a note in the box. and i wrote, "i cannt work this tues/thurs sat" its not my fault you cant make a good schedule..

then he proceeds to tell me this isnt good. and i keep telling him..

"i honestly do not remember telling you that." i wanted to call him a liar.

"well. this isnt good. im going to have to tell tony(the head manager) when he comes in at one."

"ok then.."
little did he know i had talked to tony on MONDAY before i talked to him. hmph

well i didnt go in cuz i had left him 2 notes, talked to 3 managers, including the head one
about my schedule.

i shouldnt get into trouble. in almost the 7 months ive worked there(7 months on the 30th) ive called in sick once, very rarely late, i always do wot my bosses tell me, work very hard, always help out my co workers and i work my ass off for them.

well so. and now im single. which im actually ok with. i knew it was coming. it was the most healthy breakup ive ever had in my life. im really gonna miss him..but not enough to get back with him. it was a good relationship. he'll always hold a special place in my heart.

i know i will love again. but until then, im not gonna rush it. but im free now. i can be with whoever i want to be, flirt with whomever,and do wotever i like. its so strange..cuz im so ok with it.

hmm..maybe this is wot adulthood is like..