a rabbit weekend

so i came across this cool name last night: the rabbit joint.

yeah i dig that, man.

and then on my way home last night in fucking park glen man, this rabbit(no, not a jack rabbit, it looked like a pet bunny!!) ran out infront of my car at 11:30pm! i swerved as best i could to miss it and when i looked back,

it laid dead in the street with its guts spread across the road like butter on toast.

i felt incredibly awful.

i have no school this week..wow.

and im off tomorrow.

this is going to be a stressful/fun week. made worse by the monthly visitation of a bittersweet friend.

yeah that thing. well it is a GOOD thing that it's coming but its still gross and annoying.

bedtime.

oh. pj harvey - rid of me album is GREAT.

im a funeral queen

talking to mickel makes me realize how many funerals ive been too in my lifetime.

as a kid, it seemed to be a very regular thing. i viewed so many dead bodies during that time. It started to fascinate me. they way they looked, the intense crying, and all the sad faces. When older relatives would look at child febe, they'd hug me as if i was hope that life was still liveable. it was so intense for child me!

then my uncle mel died when i was in 8th grade. that changed everything. the first relative to die that i deeply cared for. He was my fav uncle and the most fun. To this day, i still miss him.

After that i hated funerals. but more were on the way.

In my late teens, my mothers father died. Hearing my grandmother cry was so gut wrenching. it was too much.

then my great aunt and dad's father died. i didnt go to either funeral.

last thursday my step aunt on my dad's side died. i only ever saw a handful of times. i never saw her daughter and only saw her now 11 year old son, when he was still a toddler. She was not even 40. she died of cancer. very sad. but her and my dad were only close this past year. but that side of the family is so..backstabbing. i just do not wish to go. my dad wanted me to go. i said no. i really hope he dosent take it personal.

well im going to shower.

weird stories of the day

Boy pregnant with own twin!

Man saw off own head!

hahahahaa

( yeah. i always meow at daniel )

the 25 greatest videos to get busy to

hmm. that seems incorrect grammar wise..


yay..tomorrow is tuesday. i cant wait til wednesday. woot.

no homework. and i am bored. it feels weird not having a mountain of stuff to do..

the days always seem to go slow in times like these. le sigh.

i might go to bed early.