a sign of the times

"Beware the leader who bangs the drums of war in order to whip the citizenry into a patriotic fervor, for patriotism is indeed a double-edged sword. It both emboldens the blood, just as it narrows the mind. And when the drums of war have reached a fever pitch and the blood boils with hate and the mind has closed, the leader will have no need in seizing the rights of the citizenry. Rather, the citizenry, infused with fear and blinded by patriotism, will offer up all of their rights unto the leader and gladly so. How do I know? For this is what I have done."
-Julius Caesar

im scared

i just ate my first meal since monday night.

a peanut butter sandwhich (my most favorite sandwhich!)
some ruffles chips and a dr.pepper.
with a little bit of dip on the chips.

i hope my stomach dosent rebel on me tonight.

i really cant afford for it too. i have wonderful plans.

but i dont feel sick. like 2 min after i ate my last meal monday i was already feeling ill by now.

so i should be ok. have good thoughts for me tonight.