bah

1)went to church - a first in 5 months.
2)went to lunch at golden carroul(sp?)

damnit sam! i can't for the life of me remember if when you were in tx, we took you there or when we were in florida that you took us there? me and alfred debated at great length.

3)came home, checked email briefly, 2-3pm read the dead by james joyce. i was to have read it by this past thursday but didn't. (why is it only when i don't read the stories for class no one does either?) so since no one talked the prof. suggested we do it this weekend.

4)lit my aromatherapy candle.

5)fell asleep round 3:30pm. woke up at 5pm. finished reading story. read f. scott fitzgerald, babylon revisted and then hills like white elephants by ernest hemmingway.

yay! all caught up on reading.

6)went for a food run at taco cabana round 7ish. bro's treat. (REALLY wanted mi rae's but damnit. they always close so fucking early on sundays. 2nd week in a row)

7)9pm. was about to check email but then brother says, "oh. i need the comp. i need to write a 3 page paper by tommorrow.

DAMNIT!

8)began to watch the practice(i love law shows!) but was channel surfing and on PBS found a AMAZING documentary on f.scott fitzgeralds life and works.

(drools)

yes. im a well-read literature nerd.

9)found out they made a movie out of the last tycoon in 1976!! i bought that book for a buck in the clearance rack of barnes and nobles. woo.

must rent it.

10) came online at 1:20am.

11)work from 2-10:30pm tommorrow. yuck.

night.

stolen from candywarhola

i see: brandon boyd in my head from the incubus concert i went to on wed. mmmm. those images are forever tattoed in my brain.

i need: emotionally: one of the brians. (sigh)i am so confused these days.. and i need to go to the library to check out my books.

i find: that i am madly in love with incubus. i will never apologize for it. I don't care if you have the so called "best music taste" in all the fucking world and hate them. Music, at its core, its an artform. and everybody has their opinions on it. and my opinion is MY opinion on it. I don't force you to like them. its just my fav modern band and will always remain that way.

i want: to see incubus again:-) I want some bucks to get my concert film developed.

i wish: that i could meet incubus:-) and run my fingers through brandon's hair and dry hump him. (looks at manda and winks) lol

i hate: pretenious people.

i miss: the brian's.

i fear: the future. i have no idea where i'll be in 3 months. i just can't be here.

i feel: good in a way. i just wish i had butter for my toast.

i hear: incubus's "echo" and "just a phase" on my winamp player.

i smell: nothing.

i crave: writing

i search: for nothing at the moment.

i wonder: what will happen eventually with everything.

i regret: not having the guts (an aries not having guts? ha..but true sometimes)to end things sometimes. because i automatically regret it sometimes. maybe there's reasons why i don't do it..