Bittersweet

ok. i'm finally talking to brian. i'm happy.

but hes going away for a week..:-(

but its to see his dad who's been gone working for 2 weeks so he'll be with his family all together..:-)

but still no more voice or him..:-(

I feel so happy for him and sad for me. I feel like 2 seperate individuals at once. I've never ever felt this way before. is this love?

I'm selfish. even when i try not to be. so i dunno?

I completely miss him. not a night goes by where i don't wish he was sleeping on in next to me. not a day goes by where i don't long to be snuggled up under my covers with his voice in my ear and us giggling like mad children.


is febe in love? hmm..in love means forever and..

anyways..

today was good. lately i've been working nights and i havent seen the day staff.(i work at a marshalls) Well i got to work with them today so yay. i loved laughing with them.

Yes. i love brian. after 8 months hes still incredibly sexy and beautiful.

psst..thats a record for me.

yes. i am officially happy.